Hemingway knew about it long before we did

The world breaks everyone and afterward many are strong at the broken places. But those that will not break it kills. It kills the very good and the very gentle and the very brave impartially. If you are none of these you can be sure that it will kill you too but there will be no special hurry.

Ernest Hemingway 

Everyone must have experienced this at least once in their lives. Don’t try to tell me the opposite, but look into the mirror, watch the dark circles under your eyes getting even darker and then tell me that I am a liar.

We all have been broken by something or somebody. That stuff happens. Most of the people will learn their lesson and become stronger after this unpleasant happening. The most important thing is the approach they will create or the inner statement they will believe in.
It is said, that if it is not going to break you, it will kill you.

How come?

Because you have to let the pain break you, that’s the only way you are going to get over it and let the time heal you properly. What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, right?
If you will suppress the pain and the agony inside of you, you will soon explode and there is a strong possibility that it will kill you for good. Not for real, but kill any attempt to be normal again. By normal I mean, to  integrate and socialize again. Like you used to…you still remember that, do you?

If you just decide to not to do anything with the reality of “underground” you will just survive day by day, you will not live. You will just count down the days till you simply stop and your body will turn off. That’s why the “no special hurry” like it is said, it is going to kill you slowly, day by day, from worse to the worst.

We all know who is the only one able to stop it.

N.

P.s: I do think he was right.Instagram

Pain ?

…how would you describe pain?

It is one of the few thing which we all have in common.
We can define physical pain. You know it hurts when a football ball hits you right in the nuts (boys?) we all know how it feels when we are peeling the potatoes and we cut deeply into the thumb..etc etc so many examples.
But the thing which is totally different is the one particular pain which is completely individual- yea you guessed it- psychic pain.

If I am looking at this thing from selfish point of view, for me…psychic pain means a lot me ( not in a good way) because I didn’t have such a positive and easy past 🙂 but honestly, who had..?
Sometimes you just can’t handle that kind of pressure which is rushing at you from every side possible, you just can’t…gosh how I hate those situations!

When you wake up in the middle of the night and suddenly realize you just don’t want to deal with things anymore, that you dont want to be treated like this.

geometric heart

Because this one heart is designed to be made of glass and if you’ll smash it on the ground, there is no chance to survive the fall.
When you meet somebody who you think is worth of opening your mind to, and later you’ll find out that it was just a waste of time…this kind of pain is coming all of a sudden and is that monstrous that you just can’t breathe, yes guys that’s called The Great Breaking of your Heart what you can hear from far far away, if you listen carefully.

clocks in the kitchen

Time- it’s the thing which you can offer to somebody but that certain somebody can’t accept it propperly and use it the way it has to be used, that one hurts like hell.
You expect something, and you get nothing- that’s why try ( even if it’s hard) not to expect so much from people because when you do, you often end up disappointed. That kind of pain? Can you really do that to a person?

eye

BUT the completely worst kind of pain is seeing your mother cry…that feeling of powerlessness is unspeakable and suddenly you don’t know what to do but the thing you surely know is that you want to stop it immediately.
Tbh I experienced it once, and guys- never again! -_-

You never have to be ashamed of your own tears, because tears are the proof that we were strong for so long…
(sorry for the fucked up eye, I drew it like for 5minutes and it’s not proper but I was in a hurry -_-)

That’s why, try to be kind to people, because causing pain is not fair. I know some of you are hurt and doing it just from a  revenge feeling, but just stop, close your eyes, count to ten or to twenty or to fifty and simply let go of that, because if somebody who hurt you, doesn’t deserve to get a revenge or whatever action you are planning to do!
I know every person has his/hers individual kinds of pain and deals with problems and pains by themselves but I know a very few people agree with me and my opinion on things.

H.O.P.E- Hold On Pain Ends

N