Sometimes it’s really just about that…

The choice and willingness to confront agony, pain, danger, uncertainty or intimidation.

Courage.

Have you ever tried to count, how many times you willingly wanted to do something but you haven’t really had the right amount of courage to do that?
Have you ever tried to count, how many times you used the pure courage raising from your inner self, when you tried to do a good thing?

To understand how courage works, you don’t have to be a rocket scientist. For example, as I was reading a very long time ago- The idea of courage might also be a man with the gun. You know you are licked before you even start, but you’ll go through anyway because you want to go through no matter what happens.

It will always be admirable to walk through the complete darkness with no light in your pocket and the only thing that accompanies you and hold your hand is courage to make to it to the end in a blink of an eye.

The thing is, when I think about courage, so many things pop into my head. So many things you need to do require a huge amount of courage , for some people even takes courage to go through the day and so on and so on.
Well, I think one of the hardest thing in life is living and dealing with not knowing what would happened if you tried, if you did something different, if you asked, if you came to him/her, to a person you really wanna talk to but never had enough courage to do so, and simply said “hi”, if you wrote a message to that one person you know it’d be worth with…Oh my god.
You really wanted to go somewhere, to travel around th whole wide world, but you gave up because you didn’t have any friends to go with and was too scared to do it alone. It pains me so much while writing it,tbh.

Statistically (just wanted to sound smart, but nah), great opportunities come more than once in your life, but never too often and you know that. Do you want to change something? Change your actions then.
I am gonna say it like I mean it – Fear is so so hard to overcome, but ask yourself if you will ever overcome the shit load of guilt after you realize what would have happen if you tried and didn’t close your door in front of a good opportunity.

As so many people advise – You’ll never know until you try. Even though it’s gonna be a bad experience, at least it will be an experience.

The hardest part about changing is to kick yourself into the ass and make yourself get up and start. Once you’ll get past this point, everything will be so much easier.

And lastly, don’t be afraid of your fear. It is not here to really scare you (at some point). It is here to do something and after that realize, it was really worth it.

Sometimes it’s really just about that.

N.

P.s: I hope that someday I will gain the courage to come back here.

 

When music makes you think ♫

,,Half white, half black. Which side you will take?”

While listening to one song I basically got a new idea for a article. Does that happen to you too? You are listening to something and suddenly you are like, hmm I should write about that, or, hmm yea this a really good quote/idea, whatever. Yes, maybe that happens a lot, because nowadays musicians are filling their songs with thoughts which are from, I would say- “everyday mind”. Explanation in need? We are all going through those things which are expressed in that music…if not 100% then somehow else.

So, now it’s Friday.
My free day.
Am I supposed to do something other than write?
I guess not.
And if yes, I’ll do it later.
This is important now.

Where have I been? Oh yes, back to the previous, the line from the song is like this:

,,Cause space is just a word made up by someone who’s afraid to get too…close.”

And if you think about that at least for a second, you’d know that it says the truth. It feels so painful when somebody gets that hurt, that then the person doesn’t really want to allow anybody to step into their world. Generally, when someone gets hurt it feels like a freakishly well thought betrayal, something unbelievable.
The person is strongly assuring himself/herself that he/she will never let that happen again. But since we are the sociable species, we can’t really avoid everybody. After some time, after we get some “rest”, we will get up and go out and talk to people. Of course it is very individual, I mean, the recovery time is individual. It can be one month, two months or, idk, half of the year. But still, it will happen eventually.

It is like it is, hurt mind is very strongly persisting against other minds trying to get in. When the other mind is too “hush hush”, the hurt one gets scared. Yes, that happens all the time.
People invented “space” word to get away from the responsibilities, to run away from hurt, to runaway from everything that happened because they don’t want to look through their fingers anymore longer.

Pushing people away is not always a good idea. When you push them away, yes, that’s shitty, because you just do it during your 5 minute “amok” and later you’ll regret it af. Don’t push good ones away, they really don’t deserve it. Keep that on mind.

Being afraid is normal, as I said like, I don’t know, at least 20 times here. Being afraid is something ordinary, happening everyday, you just don’t want to get hurt again. I think that sometimes, you need to sacrifice a piece of yourself to find “the happy place”. If you want to end up in a good place, you need to offer something but don’t expect it back, because when you do, there is a possibility that you’ll end up disappointed.

Maybe,after some time…just give it a try again.

N.

Hasty period of our lives

,,Take time for all things: great haste makes great waste.”

Hey guys 🙂

Even if it’s not the best quality of the photo, about which I am incredibly sorry- it still reminds me this pretty hasty period of time in our lives.
People are trying to get faster and faster from point A to point B, by their cars, because this hasty period is pushing them, and they just have no time for …actually nothing.

It’s a big paradox that you (we, they, us, them..bla bla bla) are all day and everyday with yourself but never really have time to do something just for you!
Sometimes even have no time to know yourself.
And sometimes people even have to put some mask on their face because The Great Hasty Period is tying their hands and they have no choice.

What would you say?

But the thing you can do is, that you can just stop for a minute, breathe, remind yourself that you are here for you and not for them, take a long walk and give some piece time also to yourself. Stop trying to find excuses “why not” but find at least one which says – “why yes”! 😉

Life is too short not to try 😉

N