Sometimes it’s really just about that…

The choice and willingness to confront agony, pain, danger, uncertainty or intimidation.

Courage.

Have you ever tried to count, how many times you willingly wanted to do something but you haven’t really had the right amount of courage to do that?
Have you ever tried to count, how many times you used the pure courage raising from your inner self, when you tried to do a good thing?

To understand how courage works, you don’t have to be a rocket scientist. For example, as I was reading a very long time ago- The idea of courage might also be a man with the gun. You know you are licked before you even start, but you’ll go through anyway because you want to go through no matter what happens.

It will always be admirable to walk through the complete darkness with no light in your pocket and the only thing that accompanies you and hold your hand is courage to make to it to the end in a blink of an eye.

The thing is, when I think about courage, so many things pop into my head. So many things you need to do require a huge amount of courage , for some people even takes courage to go through the day and so on and so on.
Well, I think one of the hardest thing in life is living and dealing with not knowing what would happened if you tried, if you did something different, if you asked, if you came to him/her, to a person you really wanna talk to but never had enough courage to do so, and simply said “hi”, if you wrote a message to that one person you know it’d be worth with…Oh my god.
You really wanted to go somewhere, to travel around th whole wide world, but you gave up because you didn’t have any friends to go with and was too scared to do it alone. It pains me so much while writing it,tbh.

Statistically (just wanted to sound smart, but nah), great opportunities come more than once in your life, but never too often and you know that. Do you want to change something? Change your actions then.
I am gonna say it like I mean it – Fear is so so hard to overcome, but ask yourself if you will ever overcome the shit load of guilt after you realize what would have happen if you tried and didn’t close your door in front of a good opportunity.

As so many people advise – You’ll never know until you try. Even though it’s gonna be a bad experience, at least it will be an experience.

The hardest part about changing is to kick yourself into the ass and make yourself get up and start. Once you’ll get past this point, everything will be so much easier.

And lastly, don’t be afraid of your fear. It is not here to really scare you (at some point). It is here to do something and after that realize, it was really worth it.

Sometimes it’s really just about that.

N.

P.s: I hope that someday I will gain the courage to come back here.

 

If you realize this, you are getting better

♦

When you grow up to a certain age, you start to think differently about, let’s say, specific things. The time when you are contemplating if you’ve done something you’ve always wanted, or how you’ve wanted.

If you want to know – Now is the time you can call Your Time. The real period of time you can say yes, I am aware of what I want in life. The time you don’t want to feel betrayed again because you want something different now. The fact is, you already left behind people who you never imagined living without. But see? You are still here, alive and kicking! You are wiser now, walking down the street with people who are worth. I hope you’ve made sure that you’ve picked the right ones this time.

Even though it is hard, try not to get stuck in your (broken) past, don’t try to “re-live” those moments from your memories in your mind again by thinking about it so much. It is painful to say, but those moments will never happen again. That’s why you need to cut it off and start to really live and enjoy your life as much as you can. You still have only one life so go through it as comfortable as you want to.

Today, you look around and you are able to see it.

So many opportunities to gain as much courage as you are able to absorb, inhale confidence and exhale doubts, sit alone, but not feel alone at all; and so so many other things in life that are important for you. Simply give your life the exact meaning, like you’ve always wanted.

Keep traveling with the best feeling on your life path.

Fingers crossed.

N.

Say something

“…it only takes one voice, at the right pitch, to start an avalanche.”

Even if today was kind of a better day in some ways, I decided to talk about something what is not that positive in general- being afraid to speak up.There are lot of people in this world who – when it comes to that – never say a word when something’s happening, either in their life or if they have to speak up for some other person. Okay, being afraid is perfectly normal, being scared that at the end you will come out as the worst one, okay- everything’s okay, but (!) if not, then you will help yourself, or the satisfaction from helping the others is worth of it all. Yes, sometimes, it can be hard to distinguish yes or no, but if you feel that it’s right, then it’s right. Words are here for communication, so say something before it’s too late.

N. 

P.s: Why those photos? Yes, say something before the light goes off.

Letter “C”

,,One day I will find the words and they will be simple”

Today was an ordinary long “bad weather” day 🙂 as usual, I was thinking about so many things which are going to change in my life, and I was also checking up my older photos, so found this one:

I remember as I spotted this “C” painted on a tree I had to took a photo of it, because I knew that I’m gonna need it later 🙂 and that day just came!
When I see this one I am thinking about all the words which are begininng with letter C- 13 of them:

Courage to tell to the world with no fear how you feel about him/her, things which you are afraid to say out loud

Coffee to survive the day/  great morning kick-ass

(being) Confused when something went worse than you expected

Calm yourself down when somebody pisses you off as hell

Carry on when everything fails but you can’t let them know you are down

Classic music when you need to take a minute for yourself

Clean your heart/head up

Clock is ticking like crazy, that’s why you have to live for the moment

(be) Crazy, because not being crazy is like a crime)

Cleverness is something what you’re loosing exactly when you need it to stand by your side

Collect your best memories, so in another 20 years you can remind yourself that your youth wasn’t that bad at all

Communicate only with the right people, with somebody who will stay with you no matter what

Case – packing,for travelling around the world

I picked only the words which are pretty important for me and I hope that you’ll find some of them which are compatible with your theory of life too 😛

When I look at this short list of words which are known very well in my mind I just play my best days all over again in my head – pushing play at the beggining, pausing when something funny or interesting happens, rewinding when sad parts are coming and also stopping the “story telling” when I want to memorize that particular moment forever.
Photos makes me realize that not everything is just black and white because when you colour them, something amazing can happen 🙂

N